Happy Birthday to myself... ^^

well, i tink that i will be sleepin earli today... so i am here again to wish myself a Happy Birthday... hehehe.. OTANJOUBI OMEDETO... WATASHI WA KOTOSHI 19 SAI DESU.. CHOTTO URESHII DESU YO.. KOREKARA, WATASHI MO GANBARIMASU NE... hahahaha...

today, my cousins and auntie came to celebrate my birthday... one of my auntie bought a cake for me and i am really very happy... cos they didnt told me that they are coming.. only sms me to ask if i will be at home anot.. hahaha... then after that, my cousins and auntie sang me birthday song and i felt that i am feelin quite embarrase(tink spell wrongly) about it.. then after that, they play the internet using my com and left me have to revise for my driving test again... hahaha... they played till just now around 10 pm and left...

tomorrow will be 22nd November 2007 (22/11/2007).. which means i have live in this world for 19 years.. hahaha.. you must be thinking i am crazy to write this right... and this is my 1st year spending my birthday alone without my grandma... it had been around 1 year since my grandma pass away and times seems to fly really fast... i misses my grandma quite alot.. i never really cries so much before but on my grandma feneral, i cried almost everyday and everytime... i really wants her to come back to life.. hahah... i am thinking.. what if she didnt pass away what will i be doing now... and alot of thinks more.... i always think alot... i always never chreish the time when we are together... i regrect alot of tink in my life... i just couldnt make up my mind.. haiz.. you know what, when i am writtin this paragraph, i am crying.. just suddenly my tears roll down my cheek.. hehehe... aiyo.. my birthday coming liao.. should think of happy things ma... hahaha.. okok.. then... say about happy things ok..

oh ya.. the fic... with shige.... will be out tml... but i tink that it's not that good... recently, my thinking and writting of fic had been goin down... hahaha.. must go refresh myself again... then can think probably... hehehe...

ok lar.. i will end off writting here le.. jya ne... ^^