Hurting..

I think i really have to let go of my feeling for him.. It's really been a year and a half since i am not with him.. Days really passes by quickly when someday i really hoped that he will sms me and ask if we can get back together.. And yes, much more, i am really dreaming more of him coming back to me.. but it's really hurting when someone else told me that he had already married...

The first thing when i heard about this news, I started asking myself.. Is that why he didn't get in touch with me while we are still dating? Is that why he couldn't bring to tell me the news about him wanted to get married? Is that how he treated me when i am in loved with him so much? Questions start coming out from my head and i couldnt get an answer for myself.. That night, I was listening to Precious One again.. and whenever this song plays, i will start thinking about him and eventually, I cried.. It really hurting for me to loved him much back then.

I really should carry on with my life.. Instead of thinking of him everytime.. Just give me time to forget about him.. Can i do that? I am not sure yet.. One and a half year i still can't forget about him.. or do i need a longer time to forget him.. just tell me please.. I can't take it anymore.. T_T...