I know i am emo!!!

ok.. i know i am emo this few days but truely i enjoyed that.. being emo by myself.. I am weird right.. but i love to do that.. hahaha.. emoing = memories..

Why am I writing this again.. is all because of Kattun de Precious One lol.. Listen liao always make me cry... and now while i am writing i am crying too.. just really suit my feelin now.. i not sure.. but while i read the lyric of precious one.. i really like this sentence..

たとえmillion years時が過ぎても
We never change　No worries　You'll be alright
Your precious only one必ず出会えるさ
One day you'll findこの地球(ほし)で　I believe in love
ずっと

Haiz.. i was disscussing with Massu if i wanna confess to him not.. it's been 5 days and he didnt even emailed me back.. and this 5 days, i have been thinking about him.. This 5 days i haven been chanting his name to Massu.. this 5 days have been a hell lot of only seeing his photo that we took.. yes.. 5 days.. miserable 5 days.. haiz..

I know i am yearning for someone to love me.. someone to care for me.. someone to go out with.. and here he came in my life.. didn't know him well.. but then.. this is really the first time i am in love.. TESSHI IN LOVE NOW... hahaha.. OMG.. WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW... my heart doki doki now lei... hmmmm... think i will go and email him again ba.. if by this week he didnt email me back.. so i have to like tolerate another 4 days.. if 4 days later i still chating his name.. means i really in love with him.. ^^ that a good thing for me.. what i fear about is being reject by him..

Ok ok.. i am sooooooooooooooooooo happy now.. Riki email me.. the other guy.. good friend with ryota de.. ^^ wahhh.. choo ureshii.. ^^ haha.. kk.. i going to reply his email.. so will come in here and blog again.. ^^ jya ne.. ^^